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Hi my love! 

How are you Renato? How is the weather? What are you doing? Katya came to visit me today. She sends you greetings! We recorded a short video :) She asked me today about when I will go to you ... I was stupefied, and my heart sank. I asked her why she decided that I was going to you? She replied that it was written on my face that I was deeply in love. Now it’s really - "Truth comes out of the mouths of babes and sucklings". I called Maria and said that I want go to you. She said she would be very happy if we will be together! And she said that we will be the most beautiful prom couple for adults :) You know, I do not find a place for myself these days. Everything inside me is burning and I can't stop. In my head there is only one obsession - to come to you! I already talked at work about it. The Chief physician told me that he was ready to let me go at any time that interested me, because I had already put the former intern into the work. I also told the Chief physician that I wanted move to you forever, if that would be possible. He does not want to let me go, but he said that it is my life and I have a right to decide myself what to do with it. And he will give me excellent recommendations for a new job place. I am ready to be an ordinary nurse or even an nurse's aid at a hospital, but the main thing is to be with you! Of course, I do not live a luxurious life, but I have enough savings to make this trip possible. I never spent money just like that. And this is the moment when I can spend them right. I want to go to a travel agency in Penza tomorrow and buy myself a trip to you. What do you think about it? I will not bother you if I come soon? If you don't mind, then send me the name of the airport, in which I need fly. I don't need flowers, don't need gifts. I just need to watch your eyes opposite and listen whisper of your lips pronouncing my name. Here is the most important values for me now. Love you. I am waiting for your letter. 

Your Olga 

 Dear Olga, 

 it is impossible to see you, in my house is arrived mr. COVID and I’m positive and i owe go to the hospital. The fine news is arrived this morning with a “tampone” in effect in these days i was tired. You are too hasty and seems that you don’t read my letters! I’m too old for you and i’m not in health, right? When I’m shall feel good I’ll write you again, but maybe the thing is impossible to do.

 Excuse me but i owe to suspend my letters! 

 Renato.