lunedì 24 gennaio 2022
... Waiting ...
I want to call you the only way. MY LOVE. For the
first time in a long period, that feeling was born in me that I couldn’t
dream of, looking at my life. I realized that we can be at a distance
and love the soul, without touching the body. I believe that our
meeting was really created by fate. And I do not want to look back
more. You give me warmth and affection. Despite kilometers and miles
of roads, I know how strong my feelings are towards you. And it's still
hard for me because of the distance that separates us. The
realization that I can not touch you at the moment when I really need
it is tormented me. I beg myself in my thoughts that I need to calm
down, I need to take a pause, but I can't! I'm sure in my feelings and I
no longer wish to invent excuses for the fact that we are still not
together. I wish to be with you! I know for sure that soon I will be
able to hug you. I know for sure and really want it! You will probably
call me too vulnerable and romantic. So be it. But these feelings are
sharpening because you are not near me. It's really hard for me
without you. Every day, when I do the usual things, I try to distract
from these thoughts. But you do not leave my head. I feel very bad
because the distance keeps us apart. I want to be happy next to you.
Smile every new day in bed with you. Cook your breakfast and make you
happy every day! I'm going crazy for loneliness here. I can't cry
anymore at night because of this. I want to laugh and smile with you.
I want the whole world to smile with us. I need to feel your warm
breath on my neck and your strong hands on my waist right now.
Waiting for your answer.
Your Olga
my dear Olga,
yours words cause ailment to me – I’m guilty for your suffering, perhaps i do a wrong thing to answer to the first your letter -and now i cause your bad feelings! Pardon me Olga! I want to sacrifice me for your happiness. I promise to you my love for ever but you owe to have near a young man who can reach you and to love you as you deserve!
I know that i need you as my breath, a thousand of times i see the E-mails in waiting for yours sweets words! But i can not cause your suffering – I need your sweet words these make me feeling good but your happiness is the most important thing!
At your feets forever with my kisses, my queen.
Your slave Renato.
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