I'm glad to read your response! You know, every
working day, I see a new person coming into this world. Of course,
there are different childbirth, there are difficult situations and
very difficult ones. I know what it is to value people's lives,
because I see how a person fights for life at the very beginning of
birth. And looking at the lives of some people, I do not understand
how they can fight for life at the beginning, and then just give up
and sail on the waves, which are not controlled independently. I
experienced a huge depression in my life. I became a widow very early.
I was 33. And only now, turning back, I realized that for a long time
I myself was the kind of person who just goes with the flow, not
trying to change something. But now I want to change it. And my first
letter to you was a turning point for me! The feeling came that life
has become very interesting and eventful again! The routine is gone.
Nevertheless, I am theold school woman and I needed to get to know you
before opening up completely. I really needed to know if we are going
in the right direction. Because I felt at once that you can become
more than just a pen pal. I was afraid of it. I was afraid even to
start a correspondence, because I thought that I had already forgotten
how this could happen. But with you, I feel that I am still capable of
a romantic mood, and maybe even something more. It is important for me
to know your opinion on this matter. I'm afraid to say a big word
"LOVE", but I notice that I think about you every day. I even feel
physically much better now. Let's see what this can grow into. I am
sending you a kiss.. Treat this kiss as you wish. Perhaps this is the
beginning of something bigger... Waiting for your letter. Olga.
My dear Olga,
A miracle is that and you are a wonderful woman i’m afraid too because this is a thing that overcome us – i thing about you minute for minute and hope to read of you hour for hour! - some days ago i begin a little autobiography – a interview with the death! I’m 71 and sometime i feel the death near to me – now i stopped to write because i tell to the life, to the beauty, with you! I receive the kiss on my mouth and overcomes me – sweet Olga you are a divine creature and you owe to be happy, strong, safe of you!
I don’t know what will happen in my future, i’m happy now and this thank to you.
You will send a letter to me in this weekend, in saturday and sunday? I hope this and i send to you a kiss and you will receive this everywhere.
I embrace you sweet Olga.
Renato.
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